She Left Me.

-Go:Audio.
Back at school. Year eleven. Fantastic. I'm already major stressing out =(. I've been having a little trouble with my school friends too, some of them being plain backstabbers. My best friend, who CAN be a bit of a handful, lost her virginity to a guy who she barely knows. I don't know him at all, I don't want to pass a judgement, but on the second night they met he left her completely off her head on a train track at 3am on her own. Good impression? I think not. This song is my favourite song, I chose it because I've been listening to it a lot recently, and it's about being sad and trying to make yourself feel better by lying. I haven't been lying, but everyone around me has. I guess I am having a hard time at the moment, really really missing my boyfriend (which is gonna be made worse when I go to Germany on the exchange for a week on Saturday and won't be able to contact him :S). So, apart from friends and school work, I'm doing ok. My boyfriend and I are happy, so so happy. :) I've been getting on BETTER with my family than I have recently, but still not fantastic. We've been so distant for the last few years they don't know me or understand me at all, which I suppose is my fault. But that can be fixed. I got my hair done yesterday, the hairdresser was a very gay guy and was, to say the least, "opinionated". So basically, what I had in mind, and what he had in mind were slightly different. Needless to say, what he had in mind happened to my head. :P I like it though, so it's all good :)
Have a good day!
Loves ox

Never Gonna Be Alone.

-Nickelback
So I'm back from my holiday in sunny Mallorca. I don't like hot places, I burn and my hair goes very ginger. But it was ok, as holidays stuck with my family go. I really missed my friends, and especially my boyfriend :( When I left for the airport, he said everytime you get sad listen to this song, and so "Never Gonna Be Alone" is the song of the holiday. I fell asleep listening to it thinking of him. I swam every day in Mallorca, and when we were in this town that I don't remember the name of, BOB GELDOFF WALKED INTO ME! I was too shocked to ask for an autograph, so oppurtunity missed there. But oh well. I was sooo glad to get back though, and my best friend for LIFE is really upset at the moment, and her life is in ruins and she needs me. I'm worried about her, but I'm seeing her tomorrow, so wish me luck in making her feel better. I'll update you on the situation with her sooner or later. To finish, just some advice for you- DON'T SLEEP IN A BIKINI!!! :)
Love xx

This Is Me.

-Demi Lovato.
So this is my first post. I've decided that all my posts are going to be song inspired, by songs that have inspired me as a person. I don't know if anyone will read this, it certainly won't be something I'll be showing to my friends, or should i say, "friends". I don't know anyone who will read this, so for some reason I feel much more comfortable revealing to you more about myself than I would to anyone I know. I'm fifteen, I have one brother, seven cousins and a lot of friends. I have a boyfriend, who I'm sure several of you will judge me on, because he lives in Egypt and I've never met him. A lot of my life I've spent changing myself, to be like my friends, to be perfect for my family. I was doing this right up until last year, when I decided that I needed to know who I was. This song, albeit from, in my opinion, a wholey cheesy film, has some amazing lyrics. When I heard it, it helped me to realise I needed to be my own person, and to find out who I was. Now, I know who I am, and I know what I want to be. And I'm not changing for anyone. Before my "revelation" I had been labelled and stereotyped many times. My music taste, though quite varied and open, is generally in a rock/alternative direction. Sometimes, because of the way I dress and the music I listen to, I've been labelled "scene kid" or "emo". The people I hang out with are intelligent, so I'm also a "nerd" or a "geek". So maybe I am a nerdy scene kid, or a geeky emo. Doesn't change who I am to myself and to people who know me. I'm just about done with this post, but I guess I'll write something tomorrow. Peace.